Sunday Morning
Welcome to Sunday morning, March 6th, 2005, 10:31am. Weather condition is 2°C, though it feels like -5°C. I got up early once again even though the sky is hazy and cloudy. argh… I’m seriously leaking… As unpredictable as the future holds, a lot of times we’ve a good idea of what’s to happen in a short period of time, like if you were doing poorly in a course, you know there’s quite a good chance of you failing it. Yet despite this foreseeing-the-near-future power, when the actual event occur, we never act according to how we decided to act when we found out about the inevitable outcome some time ago. There’re certain things I know that’re bound to happen – and I’ve thought about it too many times – and how I would act when it actually takes place. But who am I kidding? It’ll still be a blow to my head, I’ll still be as surprised as if I didn’t see it coming. Our human brain is a marvelous thing, it allows you to have a glimpse of what’s to happen in the near future based on the current situation of events, and at the same time cushions your emotions in a way that when the foresaw outcome actually occur, it’s as if you never knew! It’s like it knows having the mental preperation kills the purpose of living – pursue of life in the unknown future. Okay, so sometimes we see it coming and we prepare a reaction that will not be too dramatic, but deep down we’ll still feel every little of that raw emotion. For me, anyways. So here I am, once again delaying my time and fooling myself, in a happy way 
This song describes it well:
What a diff’rence a day makes
Twenty-four little hours
Brought the sun and the flowers
Where there used to be rain
My yesterday was blue, dear
Today I’m part of you, dear
My lonely nights are through, dear
Since you said you were mine
What a diff’rence a day makes
There’s a rainbow before me
Skies above can’t be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss
It’s heaven when you Find romance on your menu
What a diff’rence a day makes
And the difference is you
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