Gone and Back
My life’s been bursting with little tidbits of thoughts and feelings for the last while, but I never got around to actually penning it down. I guess I was hoping to sort all of the ideas in my head and then deliver them flawlessly the minute I start typing, but that was probably a very unrealistic assumption. Alas, time has sped right by, and it is again the end of the year. I seem to be in the ever-vicious cycle of developing a sense of identity, of what I want to pursue in life. Back with the same guy I’ve been bawling my eyes about in the previous posts. Oh, the drama I painted, it all seems so childish looking back at what I was thinking just a few months ago. Did I learn anything? I sure hope so, and I believe I did too. But when I try to tell people what I’ve been doing, it sounds like the same old story. Maybe it takes a while to internalize growth before it actually amounts to anything substantially noticeable. Regardless, I’m back on my page, and I will make a better habit of preserving some of my thoughts before they slip away into the past again.
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